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Drank wine – not drinking much at the mo’ – enjoy it more when I do – went to a play place today with my son – felt like I’d invaded the space of lots of dull women – familiar feeling – flashback to mum’s and toddlers 17 years ago – “Are you having the baby for the day? Isn’t that lovely?” – They were really nice and didn’t say anything but one of them knocked over my tea and I said sorry…
Ate lots of chocolate and cheese – not really eating much choc this month – it was disappointing but once I remembered it was there it was a foregone conclusion.
Thinking about the sensuality – or not- of food. It must be something like that ‘cos I’m not that hungry most of the time.

Had an idea for a song tonight – something about the pleasure of distant contact as opposed to the real stuff – but I didn’t write it as there was too much wine to drink and choc’n’cheese to eat. I was going to watch a TV remake of the Poseidon adventure ‘cos I loved that film as a kid and I love disaster movies – but after 5 minutes I thought the movie was a disaster so instead I watched a documentary about revolutionary feminists in the 70’s. It brought back memories I can’t have had because I was too young – but I was a bit of a slave to feminists in the 80’s – and I can’t think of a better cause to emasculate yourself in front of.

Better publish before I change my mind.