Lacks and Doubts
Not sure if its lack of an angle or lack of time or lack of motivation - but some or all of these lacks seem to keep me away from here at the moment. Inspired today by the approaching end of my week off work - where did it go? and by catching up on "old stokie". Still fishing for an angle tho. I have this idea which isn't so much eating away at me - more boring at me. I want to write a book about facebook - mainly about why some people do it and other don't. A contemporary analysis of a communication epidemic. The thing is - so far - all this idea does is get in the way when I'm reading a book or listening to music. This is the nearest I've got to putting anything down. Its those bloody lack's again. I've got a couple of extra ones on this project also. You'd better do it quickly or someone else will, you'll never have time to do it properly, with work and son and relationships, if you do it it'll be crap - best to hold onto the idea as a seed rather than let it grow into a weed.

Do I have what it takes to be single minded enough to get something done. I see other doing it, the mad professor, my glorious leader even old stokie at times. Am I willing to let go of all the distractions and dispersions - the dozens of mini projects and side interests and put it all inot getting one thing done well.