Resistance
I've been in rural west wales for two days now. Can really think what to say about it. Its a beautiful place - but the weathers been togh and life requires more effort here. Good to be in a group of friends - cooking together and playing games. Part of me wants to do everything for myself and not contribute to communal things because they seem like too much hassle and irritation. I have found myself going along with things because there's not enough to do here for me to convince myself that I need to just sort myself out to save time. I haven't regretted it when i have joined in - but it worries me that I've become so resistent to it.